desires

To acknowledge the choices that brought us to this moment
To be a jerk in order to be seen
To return, to recede, to return again
To know what the hell these keys are for
To find myself stuck in a fence
To create a container for healing
To verb an adjective object
To hide the answers to my problems in my dreams
To seek the most elegant programmatic solution
To embody the values I profess to believe
To smoothly pendulate from contraction to expansion
To acquire proof of my existence.
Not just letting go, but letting out and letting in.